I'm such a boring girl.... even a friend calls me boring girl. And it's true. It's been 2 weeks that I haven't seen anybody besides colleagues. Actually, this week, I started working all by myself in the office, so I only get to see them when we are called to have a meeting which is probably once a week or once in 2 weeks. And the past weekends, I just kind of turned myself into a bear or a DH. Hibernate and clean. That's all I do.
In short, I literally socialized with no one these days. I'm not complaining though that I'm temporarily working alone in that office because it is totally awesome. It allows me to do whatever I want to do at my own phase whenever I want to do it. However, that freedom also triggered the usual boring person that I am. Now, all I do is work and watch online movie streaming and Filipino shows besides the normal stuff like eat and sleep. I don't even feel like going out even if people invite me. And if I wanted to, inferiority complex gets into me and I just decide to go on with my hibernation. Probably it is because I don't feel good about myself too at this time. But whatever it is, I need to find a solution and start living the 80's kind of life, when there were no computers and no internet yet accessible to commoners. A life wherein I have to get in contact with other human beings and not just use them as mannequins or puppets in my own world. Earth calling Krisel!!!
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