Drama-filled life!

What's happening la? That's the recent question that I get these days. The answer I give... My life is just full of drama shits at the moment. I don't know why I even bother thinking about these things. It's not making me beautiful at all instead just giving me tons of pimples and wrinkles. Well, I'm going to have peace of mind and freedom soon. Now, I can even relax at a nearby park with my favorite Beautiful danbing... I'm very happy and oh so happy for myself! Cheerios!:)

Kriz the Dra(2)gon(4) slayer!!!

It's so ironic that there are 2 different creatures in a family --- one the dragon and the other the slayer. I love the theme! Supposed to be fictional characters but tell you they are for real.

So now the finale already happened... Remember I was telling you about somebody trying to hold but about to explode. That day already came. For the big dragon all of a sudden gone crazy. Slamming doors and everything else thinking that she (it) is some kind of god that can rule the planet. Hell no. Even trying to brag about her name but what about. That name doesn't ring a bell. Who's that?! Never contributed anything good in this world so what's the fuzz. The dragon slayer might be so nice for almost 20+ years but not anymore. The DRA(2)GON(4) has just awaken the DRA(2)GON(4) slayer who has been asleep for years and years. The slayer is about to protect herself from having lung cancer and 3rd degree burns. She has to slay the root cause of the cancer and whatever sickness... and that only points to THE DRA(2)GON(4).

Now, she's about to crash you so beware!!!!BWAHAHAHA!!!

Let it be!!!

This is my song for the day.... I guess I'm just a little melodramatic because of how I celebrated my birthday yesterday. But this is what lifts my spirit up at the moment... Hope you like it too.

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the brokenhearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be

For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Yeah, there will be an answer let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be

I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
There will be an answer, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Flirting.... is it a form of art and is it inborn?

I wonder if flirting is a form of art... It seems that flirting can be done in so many ways and people can deliver it differently... sometimes with sophistication and suave but unfortunately others are not so refined. It can make you "kilig" however can also be very annoying at times. So is it or is it not? Well personally, I think it is. And just like any kind of art, I'm definitely no good at it. Alas, I think I am someone born without any form of creativity in my blood or if there is, I can barely even feel it so how would others.

Since I mentioned that I have no creativity since birth and that includes flirting in my point of view, another question is... is it innate or something that is learned over time? Is it like dance? Think of any dance. People can do the same routine but not necessarily all can dance gracefully. I came across this question just recently because some people seem to be naturally born flirts while for others like me... it is something that is so hard to do. RED MARK ALWAYS:(

Living with "the" DRA (2nd tone) GON (4th tone please) LMAO!

This post might very well go on and on as new things keep coming up. But anyway, I will start writing some things before my brain cracks out and I explode because of trying to cease the fire all the time and inhaling the smoke every single time. Well, I will be mum about naming names because it's better to leave this point unsaid.

The thing is that I've been living with "the" dragon for almost all my life but it was just lately that we lived together just the 2 of us. Even a new friend can't help but imagine that I'm living with an "ogre". Isn't that the funniest thing you've heard? I'm not making up stories but she really thought so. I didn't say anything but just the fact that I'm so carefree when she's not around made my friends think like that. Because all the while, I wasn't even totally aware that when she's here, I always just lock myself in my room, rather not eat because I'll be cooking when she's right outside watching TV, try to hold my urine as much as I can, so that there wouldn't be anything to say. Nothing like put your stuff there, clean the thing here, don't do this and that, close your door, lower the volume of your speakers and so on and so forth. I've tried my hardest to talk to a mannequin-like human and what do I get ---> a poker face saying one-liner answers. Fuck! Pardon my word but what the hell is that?! I'm definitely not afraid but I'd rather not light the fire out from the dragon's mouth. Because as you well know, dragons never compromise. They just attack you alive!

So the thing is, I definitely need a fire and smoke extinguisher for this dragon if there is any but too bad there is none. It's like an active volcano that keeps on pouring out lava and smoke every now and then. You don't even know the reasons but it seems they are just always mad at you for no reason at all. Good for you if you don't live somewhere near the area but too bad that isn't my luck as of the moment. The only weapon that I can use now is maximum patience and tolerance. That is what I've been doing but I don't know for how long I can still hold. My threshold is probably somewhere near already or perhaps it already exceeded long time ago but I'm still trying to hold because of some reasons that pertain with emotions. All I can say, I hope I don't die because of lung cancer or 3rd degree burns LMAO.

Unending wants....

People in general are very selfish creatures. I for one admit that I am selfish in my own rights. I have lots of demands, wants, wishes, hopes and it never ends. I might get that one thing that I've been wishing for, gain something that I've longing for, win something that I've been hoping for but after that, a whole new batch of wants will be born.

A very clear example would be that time when I was wishing for time to relax, to travel, to party, to hang out with friends on a regular basis because my world used to revolve with school and work only. I was very busy that I didn't have to think of what to do. And God is good. That wish came true. However, after a couple of months of being unemployed and had so much time in my hands, now I want to be busy again. I never imagined that I would be wishing for that but I actually am.

Well, the fact is that I'm sick and tired of this life routine but it seems that there is no way I can get away from this. Is it possible to stop it? Tell you, I've been trying to do the impossible and every time I just fail. My conclusion, there is no such thing as a finish line when it comes to human's wants and desires POINT.

Korea and KK

In the past month I've been to 4 different countries (sad to say all in the same continent)... Philippines and Taiwan should not be counted but wanted it to seem that I've been to a lot of places lol...

Well, I headed to Korea last March and was glad to see how life is so different there. I went with my dad, the gf (haha bagets), my lil sis, and Karol. I'm in love with that country. Everything is clean and nothing seems to smell may it be public toilets, zoo, or even grass. I've got nothing but beautiful words about Korea and I can't wait to go back again and explore more. Perhaps going there with some more friends would also be a lot fun. I have yet to see so many places and I'm sure I have a lot more to experience in Korea. Two thumbs up!

And just last week (Holy week) I went to Kota Kinabalu. I flew from Taiwan and met up with Pre who flew from Clark. Pre and KK in KK! A lot of firsts for me. First time to stay in hostels, first time to try semi-backpackers style, first time to eat in a wet market, and a whole lot more... If it was winter in Korea, it was definitely summer in KK. Hot hot hot but fun fun fun!!!