This post might very well go on and on as new things keep coming up. But anyway, I will start writing some things before my brain cracks out and I explode because of trying to cease the fire all the time and inhaling the smoke every single time. Well, I will be mum about naming names because it's better to leave this point unsaid.
The thing is that I've been living with "the" dragon for almost all my life but it was just lately that we lived together just the 2 of us. Even a new friend can't help but imagine that I'm living with an "ogre". Isn't that the funniest thing you've heard? I'm not making up stories but she really thought so. I didn't say anything but just the fact that I'm so carefree when she's not around made my friends think like that. Because all the while, I wasn't even totally aware that when she's here, I always just lock myself in my room, rather not eat because I'll be cooking when she's right outside watching TV, try to hold my urine as much as I can, so that there wouldn't be anything to say. Nothing like put your stuff there, clean the thing here, don't do this and that, close your door, lower the volume of your speakers and so on and so forth. I've tried my hardest to talk to a mannequin-like human and what do I get ---> a poker face saying one-liner answers. Fuck! Pardon my word but what the hell is that?! I'm definitely not afraid but I'd rather not light the fire out from the dragon's mouth. Because as you well know, dragons never compromise. They just attack you alive!
So the thing is, I definitely need a fire and smoke extinguisher for this dragon if there is any but too bad there is none. It's like an active volcano that keeps on pouring out lava and smoke every now and then. You don't even know the reasons but it seems they are just always mad at you for no reason at all. Good for you if you don't live somewhere near the area but too bad that isn't my luck as of the moment. The only weapon that I can use now is maximum patience and tolerance. That is what I've been doing but I don't know for how long I can still hold. My threshold is probably somewhere near already or perhaps it already exceeded long time ago but I'm still trying to hold because of some reasons that pertain with emotions. All I can say, I hope I don't die because of lung cancer or 3rd degree burns LMAO.
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