I want to break free!

Another insomnia night is hitting me.... It's now past 3:00 am and I'm starting to write something out of the blue. Later is going to be an exciting day! In just a few hours I'm heading to Kota Kinabalu not knowing for certain if my good friend Pre will show up:) But well, I'm going to trust her this time and I can't wait to have an incredible time with her. This trip will be so much different from the rest of my trips because I'm going to stay in hostels for the first time except for 1 day wherein we decided to splurge. The rest of the days, we will be staying in hostels for which the total cost for 4 nights would even be less than that 1 night stay in Shangri-la. I can't wait to see new places, meet new people and most definitely to have an adventure again in my life because I really want to break free in this stressful world.

Red/violet-colored ear!!!

Did I or didn't I start this blog thing because I want to put colors to my utterly boring life?! Well, instead of putting colors to my life, I literally have my right ear now red. The last time I wrote a post was when I was still in the Philippines having my vacation. Then I headed to Korea for a few days(which was definitely amazing but this one would need a whole entire post) but then found out when we came back that my 98 year old grandmother passed away. So schedule was extremely hectic and didn't have the time to update my blog. Anyway, these things have nothing to do with what I wanted to write for today lol:)

Now, I'm back in Taiwan (2 weeks and 2 days already). The first weekend (I arrived to Taiwan Saturday morning) was quite tiring as a good friend was leaving me so we just made the most of our time together:( The second weekend was very relaxing, too relaxed that I was bored to death. It seems that I was in a hibernating mode that I didn't go out for 3 consecutive days. Didn't even realize that there was a sand storm because I literally locked myself inside the house. But the 3rd weekend was a crazy one. Went out just to meet friends but ended up in a pub with some other friends and the crazy thing started. At first, I wasn't going to drink as I usually do, but then I got depressed too when my good friend Inma started telling me about her problems. I said to myself, one glass of beer should be okay. And so I drank that one glass of cold beer and I was fine. But then somebody offered me a so called "plum vinegar + vodka" drink and it was just like juice. And of course, I drank it like juice too. Well, that was what I thought. I was deceived. That drink was very strong. I remembered everything clearly except for one thing. I remembered going up the stairs but was shocked to find myself lying outside the toilet. It's as if I thought that the floor was the couch. Now, it freaks the hell out of me because I don't like not remembering what I'm doing. But well, it was another new experience for me. As my friend said, there is always a first time. Although, I might say that most of the people experience this when they were 18 but not like me who is almost turning 28 hahahah.. Anyway, thank God nobody was there to see me like that. It was a small pub and it was just us friends who were there. I wasn't going to drink anyway if lots of people were there.

But let's get to the climax heheh... Climax of my stupidy!

After that crazy scene of me lying outside the toilet, I went to see my friend so that we can go home. I started saying to her, my ear hurts and I want to puke. She just told me, dont think about that. It's nothing. For a while, I thought I was just really hallucinating. However, when I got home, my right ear had a big bruise on it. And it's red/violet. So there it is, my colored ear but not a colored life.