In between

If there is something that can perfectly describe my state at the moment it would undoubtedly be "in between". People might ask me why but then I would not even know how to explain why. It's that state wherein it's very hard to distinguish something. Everything is on the bubble, all seems vague, and nothing seems to be definite.

I've always felt that being here in Taiwan is like an escape. I don't know if I'm making the right choice but then I'm still here. I'm working as an international sales but then i don't even know if I should be in that field. I feel old but then I also feel young. I might like a person but then I might not. I'm happy being single but then I'm also longing to be in a relationship. I know I know.... I'm very complicated.

So I often wonder, is this because of me or it's just because I'm me? But then again, I'm pretty sure that the answer wouldn't be like the result of an algorithm or equation. Instead, it will be a series of books explaining everything in literary form.