1. Good company is everything: Have gone out with different sets of friends and realized how a good company can be everything. The venue is just an added value but the people whom you are with are the most important thing. Even the most stupid thing like shrimp fishing can actually be fun if you're with good company. And it really was. On the other hand, went to a very high-class salsa bar the other day, people dressed up, however it didn't turn out quite the way I thought it would be. Well, not the right choice of people I guess.
2. For god sake, I just want peace and freedom at this time: The most important thing that happened recently though is that I finally have my own personal space. Thank God! However that only points to physical space. My mind is still stressed with family/relatives bombarding me with life's questions and pressures. For once, can I just live a stress-free life? I've been so wanting to have it. I beg to be left alone. I've always been the nice and diligent student, a very hard worker when I commit to something, and a square human being. And with that personality, I think I just skipped the stage of having fun the normal way. But now, I'm given the chance to appreciate life's beauty in a different way --> turning my life a 180 degree turn. It's like an escape I know. But this allows me to be somebody whom I can't be when I'm in the real world (that kind of world that have molded me and will always keep haunting me). For once, I want to live a life without judgment, without pressures, only paradise. If I miss the opportunity this time, I might not be lucky enough to have it again. So is it unfair to want this? I'm only asking for a few months. I hope I'm making the right decision.
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